My dreams that never come true :(

Dear blog , i hope you can understand what did i felt nowadays . I can feel changes about my two best friends , Mawaddah and Syamim . Since Mim home now , i'm quite lonely . I try my best to suit with the situation , but i can't ! Ohh , Allah , help me ! Besides , recently , i have a fight with Syazwan , a boy that i'm admiring on now . haha , silly girl ! Dah tahu yg dya tu hot damn , p gtai lagi . Bhaha , maybe , i'm not perfect enough for him , i thought . My dream to be a novelist never gonna be . It's impossible ! tak mungkin ! I'm too young to be a novelist . Besides , i'm having my PMR next year . I should be more concentrate on it . I've ask my teacher , my mom and my friends , " can i be a successful novelist ? " they say , nothing is impossible if we have keinginan . Kann ? yeah , i wish i could be the YOUNGEST noevelist in this century . But , to be a novelist is risky . It takes time to suit myself , maybe , while doing it , i need to find someone to publish my books , and how about the coverpage ? It needs a lot of expenses . Ohh , i wish i could be !

My Big Present > My BFF

Fuhh , masuk tahun ni , dah 2 tahun aku buat benda ni . Tapi tak pernah rasa jemu atau rasa membazir bila buat benda nie , yalaa , untuk kawan2 , apa sja pun bleh buat . Tahun ni lain skit , sbb Alia , Husna , Najmi , Awin and Fiqa ada nk tlong aku . Alhamdulillah , terima kasih Allah ... Plan aku untuk tahun ni , Najmi nk buat grand habis , haha , mesti best . Mesti teruk diorg nges . Haha ..Yang syok nya , Najmi plan nk bling tepung , haha , aku pun nk jugakk !

Plans :

 - Cake ( Alia Wasyifa )
 - Arrangement tempat ( Najmi )
 - Invitations ( Faqihah )
 - Drinks ( Husna )
 - Approvals for venue and time ( Faqihah )
 - Plates and glasses ( Faqihah )
 - Poppers and Flours ( Najmi )
 - Ideas ( Faqihah , Najmi , Nazuin , Afiqah , Husna )


Okay , this is actually a big suprise party , and i need assistance from all :) thanks for reading !

Are you think you good enough ?? :p

Felt the changes in my Life :)

I really glad when Allah has open my eyes .. Alhamdulillah , thank you Allah :) To all my friends , bloggers and readers , thank you cuz always has patience when i do make some naughty things ! If today is the last day for me to see and love you , i wanna you always remember me and never forget me ..That 's only my wish ..Klau lpas cuti ni tak jumpa dh , aku minta maaf byk2 sbb aku byk membebankan korang :) Maaflah , kepada saudara Fikri Helmi , aku nk mintak maaf sgt sbb buat hg skit hati ...Dan aku berjanji , aku takkan masuk campur lagi  urusan hg !  Kepada Syamim Syazana n Nur Mawaddah , aku rindu kamu syg ! 

I'm tired !

Dh msuk seminggu , dya still dok ego ... Nk tnya bloggers and readers , best sgt ka ego ni ?? And best sgtkah blagak ni ??  And tak bleh kah klau kita maafkan org yg dh wat slah kt kitaa ? Ish tak fhmlah ,...Hg ni mcm butaa , hg nmpk org len , kwan hg ny , hg tak nmpk lak ! Aku syg hg , tpi klaulah ny blasan apa yg aku dh wat kt ag slma ny , okay ! i get it ! Stop befriending wit me , lastly , AKU SYG HG !

MTV "Sedetik Lebih" - Anuar Zain (1:49 Min)

Betrayed , cheated and hurted !

Sorry my dear blog , i really miss you .. I been so busy this week until i can't managed my blog .. Urghh !! I busy with some unimportant things ! Yang tu la ,yg nie laa ... But , last week was the worst week in my life . EVER ! Cmni ka nk jdi seorang manusia yg soleh ? Tunggu mcm dunggu n biarkan apa org kta kt kitaa ?? FIKRI HELMI BIN AZHAR ! i HATE THAT NAME ! knapa bru sekarang hg nk ungkit apa yg aku dh wat kt hg pdahal bnda tu dh brlalu ??? Oh , maybe takda ayt yg sesuai time tu kot . ! haizzz ..ssah btul lah dya nie ! Hang takda HAK to influence my family !hg tu bkan among us ! takyah la dok meyibuk . ..cm pa g . Klau aku nie mcm yg hg ktakan tu , hey , aku nie tak lah seteruk hg ! Muka harap ja hensem  , perangai cm **** g ! Kt blog takpaa , tulis ja apaa pun , bknnya hg leh bkk pon ! yeah ! Hg jgn lah dok perasan yg hg tu diminati rmai ! bleh blah ar .. Hg takyah dok hrap aku mai melutut kt hg n kta kt hg , " FIKRI , I'M SORRY ! " oh , please lah der ! nk muntah dh . dok pnggey syg2 kt cousin aku apaa hal ?  I'm not saying that i'm jealous , but can't you think ??????????? Whatever lah , aku mlas nk gduh ngn budak KECIK cm hg nie ! buang mso den yo !  Apapun , aku hrap sgt hg trik lik apa sjaa yg hg kt aku ! tolong lah !!!!!!!!!!!







                                                                                                 - FaQiHaH eLiDa AzMaN -

Sekolah > Latihan Sukan > Tuisyen

 Hello bloggers !! Nice to meet you again...i'm actually really exhausted...sumpah aku letih gila ! yalah , mau tak letih ..sekolah 6 jam , latihan rumah sukan lagi , bola jaring lagi dh 2 jam .. Tuisyen lagi 2 jam...HOMEWORK ?? bila nk buat...ckgu tnya awt tk siap , kta tak dan nk buat...but adakah ckgu percaya ? agak2 lah klau nk bgi latihan byk pon...letih gila mak aii nie ! Terpaksalah tidoq kui 2-3 pagi...pi sekolah , ngntuk ! haduss =.=' kepenatan nie spa pon tk tau.. suma pikiaq nk perfect sja..but , kalu nk perfect pn , pls give us some rest lah ckgu ! Blakang kitorg dh bengkok gila nie..Ish , penat sungguh jdi budak form2 nie..ckgu pn la nie cerewet ! hadoi..yg tuh tak kna ,yg nie tk kna...mmpuih aih klau lagu ni punya cita...kadang2 nk jugak klau sehari tuh cuti for clear all h/work n works have given for us to do ..penat !

About Friendship ...~

 The best moment of a person is when he/she gets a friend..We share everything with our friend , sadness , happiness or we having some problems , the second person we share that  is FRIEND.. without friend , we have nothing to share , nothing to joy of and we feel that we live for nothing..Friends can make us happy , sometimes , it  kinda make us sucks !! No matter what happens , just accept your friends just the way they are ... cuz , they are our insiparation  of success ..  I LOVE MY FRIENDS !! love your friends , n they will love you back ! <3

Hello bloggers , how's your day ? i hope it great !! :) Teringinnya nk unite dgn kwan2 lmaa..teringt kt diorang , msa kitorg sma2 gelak2..n paling tak bleh lupa gila time karaoke .. uhh !! Mmg best gila time tuh ..takda ka mesin yg back to the past..kan best..haha ..aku yg bodoh..time reunion tak pi..then merungut tak jumpa lah pa lah..hahaha.. Hafizah n Hakimah my sister !! I miss you alot !! Lagipun sekarang korang bukannya nk kwan ngn aku dahh kann? sbb ada new friends around you .. huk3.. sedeh gila mak oi.. ... Kalau reunion t , aku nk p tak kira .. kalau nmpk hafizah atau hakimah dulu..aku peluk2 bear tuh !! haha !!! that's all .. Gotta go now !! Until then ,





                                                                                      Faqihah Elida Azman <3

What A Fun !!

Annyeong Haseyo !! Nk share a story with all bloggers , listen here yea.... Last year , tuptup ... Dapat number 7 for my middle test .. Nevermind then ... i like it ! Rasa mcm nk lompat smpai lepas bumbung doe.. haha , terlampau seronok .. Tetiba i've got a news says that kitorg akan buat Hari Kemuncak Perdanaa ... hahha , sebenaqnya , mula2 tak tau apa bnda kemuncak perdana tuh.. Last2 , ckgu bgtau kta yg tu hri prize-giving ! Hhahah ... mmg best sgt .. tak terkata , Aku pegi lah tlong ckgu apa yg patut kt dewan tuh.. Check PA Systems pa suma dh okay ..Pastu dgn tetiba ckgu suruh aku duduk kt mna yg ptut ...aku dh la pnas , apa lgi , crik kipas laahh , ... Then , a friend of mine kta kna ikut kedudukan dpt number brapa ,...yg tuh okay g.. Mai time ckgu suruh F**** H**** duduk tepi aku , betui2 tepi aku , JANTUNG rasa nk TERKELUAR ! haha , aku kta lahh , awt pulak aku dok tepi dia ? pada hal aku kna duduk tepi zakwan ,..ahahha....zakwan dpt kh terbaek , tuh yg duduk dpn.. Esok pulak , he comes in smile and shocked me a lot !! He so h******** !! hahaha, dgn klutnya dia tya aku , " Am i late ?? " n with big hand i said " No , you just punctual ... " and he sighs to me !! He so c*** ... ahahaha ! I have a conversation with my friend , tetiba ja dia msuk campuq.. Sembang punya sembang , tak sedar there's everyone who knows us stared at us ..haha..
Kitorg sembang psai mcm2... tak sedaq gila org2 kt blakang dok kutuk mcm2...Pasangan serasi lah apa lah .,... But , i like it !! What a fun dear !!

Homework Oh Homework !!

 Menimbun gila keja niee..Agama lah , kh lah , geo lahh ! Pening kplaa ! Awt ckgu sehari tak leh bgi h/work ? Setiap hari kna tidoq kui 1 2 pgi ...kadang2 rsa nk nanges tau takk !

To The Copycats !

 Hello to anyone who read my blog today ... Hehe .. Actually I ade kwan pompuan nie..but i hate her a lot ! Pandai2 dok tiru org ...She just like tak de identity sendiri ! Weyh , klau nk tiru pon , tiru lah org laen ,, i'm not perfect as what you think all this time DARL ~  haiizz =.=' msalahnya dok tiru aku apadia ? Ada ka selama nie aku tiru hg ? haiyaa ! Payah lah klau mcm nie .. Dok tiru tpi dok wat innocent apanya ? hg ingt aku tak perhati hg kaa ? Weyh , wake up girl !! Tak yah lah dok tiru org ! Hang punya pasai lah nk jdik apa pon ! Just be yourself lah baby !!!!!!! Hahaha ! I hope that you read  this my dear ! so you can open your eyes broadly and just be yourself !

Keboringan Yang Nyata..

Letih gilaa tunggu downloads nie ... Youtube , 4shared  nk downloads lgu korea ja ponn ...=.=' Lagi satu , nk chat dengan abg angkat pon mcm pa gi dia tuhh !!!!!! Klau teguq, teguq lah blik ! Bengong punya abg ! tak leh blah tull ... Nasib bek bukan abg sendiri , kalu tidak , dah lama aku blasah dia ! Dok cari friends pon suma nya tak nk chat ngn aku ! ish , letih lahh ! For your info pon , aku pon sebenaqnya malas gila nk tguq hampa nie ... !!!!! Buang masa aku ja dok layan hmpa mcm org gila !!!!!!!!!!!!

The Exhausted Girl ~

Woahhh !!!!! I'm so tired !!!! Penat gilaa lahh , lpas p sekolah , pi klas taekwondo pulak tadi , ish2 penat gila ,tapi , penat2 pon stilll ada chance nak tulis kat dash board nie , Best gilaa, now bru tahu , taekwondo tuh asal dari Korea , bukan Japan .. Sbb sblum nie mmg dok anggap dri Japan .,.. Taek - tendang Won - tumbuk Do plak seni ,...hahaha , byk Korean Languages aku blajar hari nie :) I LIKE ITT !!!!!!!

From A Random Girl ~

The more i hate him, the more i <3 him , Although i know that he has somebody else , there's nothing will be an obstacle for me to love him ....We've known since we're in Form One .. He knows how i am , how happy i am , how sad i am , how my speak towards somebody else ... Hey , i love youuu

I hate them

Urgghhh ! How they can have a love conversation in front of me ??????????