My dreams that never come true :(

Dear blog , i hope you can understand what did i felt nowadays . I can feel changes about my two best friends , Mawaddah and Syamim . Since Mim home now , i'm quite lonely . I try my best to suit with the situation , but i can't ! Ohh , Allah , help me ! Besides , recently , i have a fight with Syazwan , a boy that i'm admiring on now . haha , silly girl ! Dah tahu yg dya tu hot damn , p gtai lagi . Bhaha , maybe , i'm not perfect enough for him , i thought . My dream to be a novelist never gonna be . It's impossible ! tak mungkin ! I'm too young to be a novelist . Besides , i'm having my PMR next year . I should be more concentrate on it . I've ask my teacher , my mom and my friends , " can i be a successful novelist ? " they say , nothing is impossible if we have keinginan . Kann ? yeah , i wish i could be the YOUNGEST noevelist in this century . But , to be a novelist is risky . It takes time to suit myself , maybe , while doing it , i need to find someone to publish my books , and how about the coverpage ? It needs a lot of expenses . Ohh , i wish i could be !

My Big Present > My BFF

Fuhh , masuk tahun ni , dah 2 tahun aku buat benda ni . Tapi tak pernah rasa jemu atau rasa membazir bila buat benda nie , yalaa , untuk kawan2 , apa sja pun bleh buat . Tahun ni lain skit , sbb Alia , Husna , Najmi , Awin and Fiqa ada nk tlong aku . Alhamdulillah , terima kasih Allah ... Plan aku untuk tahun ni , Najmi nk buat grand habis , haha , mesti best . Mesti teruk diorg nges . Haha ..Yang syok nya , Najmi plan nk bling tepung , haha , aku pun nk jugakk !

Plans :

 - Cake ( Alia Wasyifa )
 - Arrangement tempat ( Najmi )
 - Invitations ( Faqihah )
 - Drinks ( Husna )
 - Approvals for venue and time ( Faqihah )
 - Plates and glasses ( Faqihah )
 - Poppers and Flours ( Najmi )
 - Ideas ( Faqihah , Najmi , Nazuin , Afiqah , Husna )


Okay , this is actually a big suprise party , and i need assistance from all :) thanks for reading !

Are you think you good enough ?? :p

Felt the changes in my Life :)

I really glad when Allah has open my eyes .. Alhamdulillah , thank you Allah :) To all my friends , bloggers and readers , thank you cuz always has patience when i do make some naughty things ! If today is the last day for me to see and love you , i wanna you always remember me and never forget me ..That 's only my wish ..Klau lpas cuti ni tak jumpa dh , aku minta maaf byk2 sbb aku byk membebankan korang :) Maaflah , kepada saudara Fikri Helmi , aku nk mintak maaf sgt sbb buat hg skit hati ...Dan aku berjanji , aku takkan masuk campur lagi  urusan hg !  Kepada Syamim Syazana n Nur Mawaddah , aku rindu kamu syg ! 

I'm tired !

Dh msuk seminggu , dya still dok ego ... Nk tnya bloggers and readers , best sgt ka ego ni ?? And best sgtkah blagak ni ??  And tak bleh kah klau kita maafkan org yg dh wat slah kt kitaa ? Ish tak fhmlah ,...Hg ni mcm butaa , hg nmpk org len , kwan hg ny , hg tak nmpk lak ! Aku syg hg , tpi klaulah ny blasan apa yg aku dh wat kt ag slma ny , okay ! i get it ! Stop befriending wit me , lastly , AKU SYG HG !

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